Sometimes you need a push

I've been having some personal difficulties recently. Almost to the point of where it was affecting my work. To counter this, I have a tendency to make things worse. Well, I did that. It took the reality check today to make me center again, and I only hope the person who gave me said check can forgive me. But, I really needed it.

As corny as it sounds, I feel more at cdenter with myself, which I haven't felt in a long time. I've apologized where it was needed, and the people who were ont he receiving end of those weird and random apologies probably think I'm crazy.

Let them. At least I know I can go to sleep now and know I've done what I can to fix where I messed up, and whoever I had issues with can run with it in any direction they can go. I think self-motivation is great, and I highly reccomend it. But, yeah, so that's the update.


Sometimes it takes everything to bring you down from your high
When you realize you've been wrong all the time
but what do you say when you want to reverse it all the same
You've got to pull out all the stops and keep your head on right,
you've got to say goodbye sometimes when it costs the most inside
Leave it all alone, let it rest and keep it low
slow down and smile wide when you're dying on the side
but you've got to keep face and keep walking in your high heels
one day you'll trip and fall and never get up again.
So get back up just one more time and shake it off
it will all work itself all right
But you've got to slow down and think it out just right
don't get caught up in the moment and get back on track
Sometimes it takes a blow to bring you back in line